If I have died…please remember that my dog still needs a home. He also likes tummy-rubs. He’s clean right now, we gave him a bath just last week, so don’t be afraid to dig right in and give him a good scratch where he likes it (near his left front arm and a bit lower than that).
If you can, tell my friends that I always cherished their company, even if sometimes my expression didn’t show it. They know I’m not the most out-going girl, they loved me despite my flaws, but just tell them again, just so I have some peace of mind.
Oh, and if you can, give my diaries to a girl who really needs them. I usually never wanted anyone to read my personal thoughts, but I think I learned quite a bit these past few years of being alive. Maybe reading them will inspire her to be confident in herself, and to never straddle her self-worth on a boy who’s growing up himself.
Please sell all my stuff and send the money to charity. None of the items I possessed have any real value themselves, if you remove me from the equation of course.
I am dead, so my words have achieved saint-status, and I have advice for you– please live your life the way you want to. Find your definition of success and follow it. I mean, I know there will be days when you hate living, but just remember that there are good things about where you are right now. Please be happy you have time. Please be grateful you aren’t me.